I've turned into an asshole. Pure and simple.
I wasn't always this way. It took many screwings over several years by multiple entities to nurture my inner asshole-ishness to it's current state. I never wanted to be an asshole, I've always tried being fair and accommodating toward people, but people in general have slowly turned me into one.
Where am I going with this?
I got the "magazine tear" in the mail today. More specifically, I got a copy from a color laser printer as it appears here:
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What's the problem? Well, it's nice and all, but it's not a genuine tear. I could have done the same thing off of my R1800 and have achieved a better looking print too since I've got the original high resolution PSD files, not to mention I use better paper (Ilford) and not something that feels like ancient fax machine thermal paper. So, what's the big deal you ask?
Anybody want to take me up on a bet that IT WAS NEVER A PRINT MAGAZINE TO BEGIN WITH? God knows I've never seen the mag at my local mag shop (and they carry some really obscure magazines from Europe that I've never seen before). What makes me think even more that these assholes were never legitimate to begin with is that that nice "niftmag.com" domain... it's registered under a private registration. NIIIICE! As we all know, legitimate businesses make it so you have to sue them to find out their contact information (which is exactly what you have to do with private registrations; a court needs to subpoena the domain registrar). Doesn't that just instill confidence in these guys? I know I get the warm and fuzzies thinking about it.
The additional insult? THEY CHARGED THE MODEL $30 FOR THE 8.5x11 PRINT! She told me this after the fact on the phone today. They wouldn't even give her a copy of the magazine either... and here's the kick in the shins folks, supposedly they all of a sudden decided to "go green" and became a web-only publication. The magazine is now a PDF file you can download off of the net for, get this, $19.95.
Now, anybody reading this, please answer this truthfully. How many of you are going to pony up $19.95 for a PDF file? My guess... not a single one of you. That's not a dig at any of you, but rather it's to illustrate my next point.
The only people who would buy a copy of that PDF file is either the models appearing in it, or a photographer who submitted their work to them and wants the tear. The whole thing reeks of being a take on the old "your work has been selected" art scam ([link]).
I'm willing to bet $10 that their business model is to convince models and photographers that submitting their work to them for free is beneficial to them for the exposure, but then charge the models and photographers to buy back a "tear" or the PDF magazine itself. They then run a contest where they charge people $1 to vote for their favorite model (and get the models to network and get people to vote for them) to get them to the #1 spot. Pretty "nifty", huh? I guess that's how they came up with the name.
I wouldn't doubt it if the whole thing is being run out of some guy's parents basement...
Oh yeah... almost forgot to mention; at the last minute they apparently pulled my photo of Michelle in the PDF magazine and replaced it with another photo of her that she submitted. So, even if you did buy the digital copy of the magazine, you wouldn't see a copy of my photo in it.
That pinup book that I was solicited to submit work to? It's pretty much the same BS. The author of the book is doing almost the same thing, except that he never brought up the issue of getting a tear/book. I talked to another pinup artist in my area that he solicited and he told her that she could buy copies of the book at a reduced rate.
Can you say "blow it out your ass?" I know I can! I had found that little bit of info out when I was debating going through with it. Maybe it's a bit more clear now why I didn't even bother asking him for copies of the book; I knew he wasn't going to do so. In short, it's a one-way street. I suspect he never told me that little tidbit of info over the phone too because he could tell I wasn't thrilled with his "recognition only" compensation.
For those interested, the name of the book is supposed to be called "Great American Pin-up Art", published by Schiffer Books out of PA, and should be released sometime in 2010. I won't be buying a copy; I hope none of you do either. None of the money is going towards the artists in the book.
Combine the above with everything else that I've put up with over the past couple of years, and there's very little wonder why I've turned into an asshole about doing trade with businesses, letting people use my work, etc.
Apparently though I'm in the wrong racket folks. I think I'm going to go into the phony magazine tear/book authoring business. If any of you want to get some free recognition, send hires copies of your work to me! I'll put it in a PDF publication that nobody cares about, and allow you to buy the PDF from me for $20 or buy a faxed copy of your work from me for $40.